ï¿½uhakanai yumeï¿½v

2004-01-29T20:42:00.000-08:00

this is not a post. this is crap for my CME. yah. will delete as soon as i get home and transfer it onto a disc-ket.

Christianity in Singapore (10%)
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As usual, each religion has been brought into Singapore by its own ethnic immigrants, and so did Christianity. Soon after the Raffles landed on Singapore's ground, the Christian missionaries arrived within a year with the plan to spread their religion.
Between 1980 and 1988, the Christian proportion almost went double, increasing from 10 percent to nearly 19 percent. Today the Christians account for about 10% of the Singapore's population; nearly 60% of them are Protestants. The growth of Christian proportion was greatest in Chinese community. Most of the converts were young and well-educated with the professional job and high income. One of proselytizing persuasions was the education, especially the widespread use of English along with the great work of those missionaries. Most converts joined evangelical and charismatic Protestant churches, undoubtedly, praying in English. Moreover, one-third of the members of Parliament belonged to Christianity, dominated by well-educated English-speaking Chinese. With this elite, classy and social status of Christian society, it automatically helps attract more converts.

As to the social role, Christianity gives great devotion to society through several organizations. As a matter of fact, Christianity is divided into two groups:

The Catholic Church

In Singapore, the Catholic Church was set up in 1819, with 12 Catholics in its missionary group. By 1829, there were about 200 Catholics. After that, the Catholic community kept growing larger by establishing schools for boys and girls separately. The oldest Catholic Church in Singapore is Cathedral of the Good Shepherd, located on Queen Street, and designed by J.T. Thomson, a great colonial architect. This cathedral is also a home for the present archbishop, and has become a national monument since 28th June, 1973. Dated back in 1972, the late Pope Paul VI announced Singapore a separate Archdiocese, apart from the former Malacca-Johor Archdiocese. So then the jurisdiction belonged to Singapore's archbishop's hand.

In the 1980s, there were good and bad changes for the Catholic Church. The good change is that Christianity was included in the education as a compulsory subject in every secondary school. This project was controlled by the government, although secular, but was concerned about the religious activities that could result in unpredictable consequences to the society in general. About the bad change, the government restricted the unusual activities of some Christian groups, such as the Jehovah's Witnesses who opposed military service, and in 1988 the government arrested a group of Roman Catholic social activists because they were infiltrated by Marxists and kept it secret. What the government later acted was introducing the Maintenance of Religious Harmony Act as to harmonize different religions to tolerance, and avoid hatred between the chaotic acts of inter-religious proselytism.

There are thirty Catholic Churches in Singapore today. The Church possesses twenty primary and seventeen secondary schools, one pre-university school and one junior college, along with the Mount Alvernia Hospital, Assisi Hospice, five places for the aged and chronically ill, and one children's home.

Protestant Churches

Soon after Raffles landed in Singapore, he donated a piece of land to the first Protestant missionary in order to establish the London Missionary Society. In the first decade, many distinctive groups helped strengthen the Protestant Churches in Singapore by their contributions which went to the Western mercantile community, the Peranakan community from Malacca, foreign missionaries, and Christian immigrants from China and India. After that, several seminaries and colleges were established.

In order to enlarge the community, many organizations were set up to fulfill the Christian social needs. The years of each organization's establishment are as follows:

In 1948, established the National Council of Churches of Singapore
In 1953, introduced the Christian Counseling in the prisons
In 1956, born the Singapore Council of Christian Churches, and the St John's Home for the Aged
In 1969, appeared the Christian Counseling Service and the Samaritans of Singapore
In 1972, established the Lee Kuo Chuan Home for the Aged
In 1976, set up the Christian Anti-Drug Rescue Endeavor
In 1980, established the Evangelical Fellowship of Singapore
In 1983, appeared Ling Kwang Home for Senior Citizens
Although the Christian community has been strongly blended by the labor of love, yet the Evangelical Christians crossed the line by trying to get more Malay converts. Their actions offended the Muslim community in such a way that the government had to cease their performances of missionary in order to prevent resentment, and future conflict among the people in the society. The government's main concern was to maintain Singapore as a secular state under ethnic and religious harmony.

2004-01-29T03:03:00.000-08:00

shut up.

2004-01-29T03:02:00.000-08:00

[was the love lost or was it ever there]
wah.
how many centuries never blog already?!
9 days.
whoa.
ok.
anything.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
the world is too heavily occupied by bitches.
all my fault right.
just blame it on me.
yeps go ahead.
i surrender.
got anything to say just say it in my face lah.
stop pretending.
its getting on my nerves.
.pissed//

2004-01-20T05:25:00.000-08:00

[the other side of the story will forever stay untold]
*sigh*
mengzhe so poor thing... i read his news readuntil want to cry can. some people are so fregging mean can. *growls* i mean whats their problem loh. *snaps* meng zhe jia you! *hollers and swings banner*
having major mood swing now. don't know why. very bad mooding now. *sulks*
bahz.
chan yi left le.
*cries*
didn't even get to send you off at the airport... *sniff* must come back often k? will miss you lots and lots...

many times in life we always have to part,
many times in life we can't avoid saying goodbye.
but even still no matter what,
nothing absolutly can break us up.

we will all remember you for always,
so forget us not for eternity.
take care, good luck and best wishes
till the day when we shall once again meet.

*sigh*
feeling so empty now.

song of the day.

Song Title: song for you
Music By : Face 2 fAKE
Words By : Kenn Kato

Cry? 泣いているの？
そのわけなら　聞かないけど…それでも
Try　いつかかならず
笑いながら話せるような時が来る
なにもかもイヤになる　そんな日もあるけれど
きっとすべてはその未来へと続く物語さ

※キミは一人じゃないよ
　ボクらがここにいるよ
　いつも胸の中でずっと見つめ続けてるから
　なにもできないけれど
　この詩(うた)を届けよう
　We sing this song for you tonight※

Stars　目には見えない
その軌跡が　陽のヒカリを連れてくる
どんなつらい事にも　みんな理由があるよ
ひとつひとつが
かえがえのないキミの物語さ
いまどこにいるのかも
わからないほどキミは
迷い傷ついてる
だから素直になれないかな？
泣けるだけ泣いたなら
せめて今日はおやすみ
We sing this song for you tonight

忘れないで、誰も代われない物語さ
そっと瞳を閉じて　いますぐここにおいで
キミの夢の中で　閉ざされた胸目覚めるまで
歌い続けているよ
だから今日はおやすみ
We sing this song for you tonight
You know you not alone

（※くり返し）

.忘れないで、誰も代われない物語さ[don't ever forget, our fairytale that no one else can replace]//

2004-01-14T05:44:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
[dreams will come true INITIALLY if you ~~persevere~~ know how to shit money]
got renfu's jia you bang at a amazing high price of 20 bucks.
means in short.
i bought another 2nd album.
bahz.
my heart is bleeding and floating.
contridicting. i know.
but really damn happy! *grinz*
i think i shall sell my 2nd 2nd album away.... *schemes*
yay.
i've already sold it away.
*grinz*
damn happy
sold it away at 20 bucks.
for the CD.
and another 10 bucks for wang shao wei's jia you bang.
to who?
my sister.
stupid right.
i think she damn smart.
muaha
am i evil?
i guess yes.
*crackles*
call me smart.
i am a very very good entreupeuner.
*world-peace-sign*
.ulala//

2004-01-10T09:11:00.000-08:00

[the reality is always too true
the dreams are always too out of reach
no matter how much i pray
no matter how much i wish
in the end they'll just stay as dreams]
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
5566 2nd album is out.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!s [again]
watching the mtv's.
miss their old style.
regardless of their previous brown suit or the white sleeveless with gloves.
and especially in the singing... all the fast cheery and catchy tunes of ai qing man you and wu suo wei...
*sniff*
was pretty shocked at their drastic diffrence but slowly getting use to it.
by tommorow or so i think i will love all the songs.
currently i am in love with [easy come easy go] and [for you]. *grinz*
very funky songs.
tommorow whether i will go for RnB thingy or not.. the decision lies in rachie's mother's hand. [mouth to be exact]
oh by the way..... [though pretty late]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY! [[2]]
.stayfunkydearie//

2004-01-08T08:51:00.000-08:00

[[friends don't do what you do, theres no excuse i'm so confuse. i thought you cared about me, but now i see all you care 'bout is you]]

2004-01-08T08:42:00.000-08:00

12.41am.
still rushing through maths D holiday assignment.
later have to watch wan yu till 2am then tian cai go go go till 3.30am
though i think the most i can hold is until 3.
*YaWn*
.forthesakeoftvwopingle//

2004-01-08T05:34:00.000-08:00

i am squashed under the weight of homeworks.
i surrender.
i hate sec 3 life.
i want to re-do sec 2.
i want to be 2c3 again.

as if. i can.
*sigh*

.whatwilligivetohaveatimemachine//

2004-01-06T04:38:00.000-08:00

wah freak lah. cannot visit blogs. except mines when i [view blog] from blogger. like wtf?
ergh.
homeworks are piling.
CHINESE.
extreme killer can. the compo alerady enough to slaughter me already still want me to write ting xie. HURs. in my next life also no way sia.
bahz.
VERY GOOD.
now i can't even see my own blog. like what the loh! pissed.
at least still can read chanyi's and jennihua's.
*sigh*
better go do cheena. so even if anyone tag my board and i can't reply.. you all know why lah.
.cheena*puke*//

2004-01-02T08:11:00.000-08:00

[back to schoo]

the excitement ended as soon as the assembly started.
bahz.
my class is pretty decent i guess.. though not much 2c3-ians... but i can live with that... i guess... the teachers that i have met are so far so good... excluding sharon goh. cause i pon her lessons. ack.
first day of school only got into such deep shat. haiz. don noe whether got take down names and crap or not. haiz. suan le. at the most kena discipline mistress there loh. hmmph. double ack. linda goon is my lit teacher and dorcas lai [of all horror] is my phys. teacher. *kill me*

enough abt school. i am starting to feel the headache.

haven't done cheena and eng and lit homework.
have to finish those by sunday.
*sigh*

why is my future so so bleak. and school started for only like a mere one blardie day.
*cries*

enough.

[after school]
world peace! *victory hand sign*
*dies*
potential mad woman.
*nods*
looks like 1C3 finally looks good this year. at least all are potential genius. even not also must have to be. miss chia as form teacher.... how not to... *shivers*
went to clementi to eat with rachie. then got our RnB cd [finally] and went to her hse to borrow tape. BUT. ended up chatting and rotting at her void deck. then.

*PLOP*

a parrot can just zoom down from god knows where and give both of us a heart attack. we can thank god that it never died but it look as though it was going to. then saved it by turning it right side up first and waited for it to fly. BUT.
it can't fly. then carry it to a bench and stone. and waited for help. some 'nice' people can come and look come and see come and ask. but in the end all walk away. damn best. but later on some really good hearted people came to the parrot's rescue! and sent it off to jurong's bird park~ [why didn't i think of that] anyway now the parrot is save from some evil cats and all.
[end of story] *applause please*
.maybeparrotsjustcan'tfly//

2003-12-27T23:51:00.000-08:00

*WHEE*
happy belated birthday steph!!!!!

and belated seasonal greetings people! may all god bless you too!!! *grinz*
haven't blog for centuries... *bleah*
got my christmas prezzie~! ok actually is one quater of it. got volume 3 of my qiang wei zi lian! damn nice can! nearly died watching it. heart break until cry, laugh until die. still think kui too too poor thing le... *sniff* he had such a sad background... *bahz*
haven't come online for so long all because of qian wei zi lian.. haiz. and can you believe it. because of qiang wei zi lian i sacrificed my wan yu christmas celebration!!! *dies* kill me. never mind. *breath in breath out* their song still can listen ge gou when their album is out. man i am spendin too too much money. *shakes head* still have too much thing that i want to buy... made up my mind. shall go to malaysia popular and get my xi jie and mvp xie zhen ji. can you believe it! they actually sell MVP qing ren xie zhen ji!!! *dies* then can buy qiang wei zi lian novel also. then buy 3 books have 20% discount =] good good...
.bahzbrokelelah//

2003-12-20T23:44:00.000-08:00

笑聲塞進夢裡面
回憶搬到最旁邊
收拾好愛情呼嘯而過的昨天
心恢復空洞整潔
一切干淨到極點
你來你變你不見
現在只剩頑強的思念
還沒有被解決
若命運只想拿個夢
敷衍我太長的等候
那大可不用美麗到讓我
以為這次心動會有甚麼
也許還是擁抱孤獨
從來也只有孤獨肯陪我痛哭
從今後就選擇沉默
選擇服從歲月如梭
選擇服從孤獨寂寞……

我想我該做的事都已經做了吧
坐在山頂上回憶著和百合走過的日子
有歡笑也有淚滴
可是從此以後這些過去還會讓她懷念嗎…
和堇一起百合是可以得到幸福的
所以應該要慶祝一番才對
我不禁對著夜空狂笑…歡呼…
這真的是我想要的結果嗎？我不知道
我只知道我希望我愛的人都可以得到幸福
所以…
呵，就這樣吧…
如果妳和堇都能找到最後的幸福
對我而言不也應該是個幸福的事嗎
可是為什麼這樣的結果還是會讓我覺得
我的心好像就這樣缺了一塊再也補不回來了…
我愛你們…
你們都要好好的快樂的愛著…
【韓葵】

葵 is too too sweet.
.ilove葵//

2003-12-17T09:41:00.000-08:00

can't wait to hear that song and watch the full mv... *dies* the lyrics is sho pretty... dying le... why can't 1/9 faster come!!!!

2003-12-17T09:40:00.000-08:00

Boyfriend 摯愛 by 5566
詞曲: Anders Nilsson

I'm sorry for me buggin' you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who

I'm sorry for me needing you
sorry girl that you don't feel it too
I get the point, should be a man about it
I've never been good at that - no no

forgive me for being me
I've tried to let go

Chorus:
I know you got a boyfriend - another man
another guy by your side
someone who hopefully treats you right
but you don't know how much I wish that I was

your boyfriend - that other guy
the only one who's allowed
in your room to lay in your arms at night
now you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend

I'm sorry for me wanting you
sorry for not playing by the rules
but what would you do if you were in my shoes
feeling lost and blue Mnn

I'm sorry for me lovin' you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who

Chorus:
another man is by your side
I hope he treats you right
I wish I was the only one
to lay in your arms at night
well you can't blame a guy for tryin'
now what else can I do
and how I wish that my prayers, thoughts and dreams
would become reality

2003-12-16T08:12:00.000-08:00

Your soul forever burn this life
Toxic fumes of your delight
Pain and torture bring your fear
And death begins to creep so near
A shadow cast upon the floor
A spawn of Satan at your door
The look that falls upon her face
Now fills the same demonic place
The one that lingers in your heart
The one that drove you to this start
The very place that held your fear
For that ever-lasting year.

2003-12-15T04:05:00.000-08:00

Are you Addicted to the Internet?

90%

L33T H@x0r (81% - 100%)
You live and breathe the Internet. You rarely leave your computer(s) for fear of going through withdrawl. You are beginning to say "lol" and "brb" in verbal conversations and you haven't seen your friends face-to-face in months if you don't count their web cams. Maybe it is time to back away from the computer slowly and go get some fresh air? The Internet will be here when you get back!

The Are you Addicted to the Internet? Quiz at Quiz Me!

2003-12-14T10:55:00.000-08:00

my mum is back.
*screams* i have my full count cain and more or less all my wanted kaori yuki comics!!! *glomps* steph.. you are so right. the style is horrifyingly different! but still should be pweety nice.. shall go read it later *grinz* and now is what tiem 2.53am. bleah. shall go and start reading my soon. finished reading all my pita ten!!! i hate the ending! its so sad! how can kotaro be so mean... *sniff* shall go re-read again. hmmph.
.comicfrenzybbqtomolo//

2003-12-14T10:52:00.000-08:00

ryouko was
a Heartless Exterminator
in a past life.

Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

2003-12-13T22:55:00.000-08:00

went out with rachie. lessen my load by giving her back all her stuff and lent her some of mine. spent a bomb yet again. got my vcd vol. 3~ got a discount without even bargaining. not bad right. instant discount. heh. so saved me 90 cents. a lot ok. don't look down on any amount of money no matter how small it is. *bleah* very very nice! watched till mad. literally went mad. yayu is too cute. wang xing jie is too shuai and smart and chi qing. haiz. why must he torture himself like tt over that yuan jiao mei. *grl* can't he find another person. even da beck would have been better. hmmph. first time see him cry... really heart aching can. *sniff* ok. shall stop here in case someone dies. ok. better go do fanfic. buaiz. MUST SEE XI JIE!!!
.wangxingjierawkstoomuch//

2003-12-09T01:09:00.000-08:00

夜黑夜寂寞的夜里气生气对自己生气
软弱的电话又打给你
想听你那边的空气有什么精采的话题
你还是温柔给我婉转的距离
我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那么大为何我要忘你无处逃
我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那么小为何我的真心你听不到
会很会伪装我自己你不该背我的秘密
沈重都给我微笑给你
奔狂奔空旷的感情走暴走暴走的伤心
透明的叹息最后还是我的秘密
我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那么大为何我要忘你无处逃
我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那么小为何我的真心你听不到
听不到听不到我的执着
扑通扑通一直在跳
直到你有一天能够明了
我做得到我做得到
我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那么大为何我要忘你无处逃
我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那么小为何我的真心你听不到

this song is a fabulous ballad!!! i think jing ru is such a great ballad singer~ =]
i want her CD!!!
.roarbroke//

2003-12-08T10:53:00.000-08:00

Today was funky~ went to cine and watched love actually!!! so nice! just as i expected... alan rickman was so unsnapish!!! totally wrong image... i mean snape smiling and dancing. -lol- and his name is HARRY and his wife was emma thompson aka starred as trelawny. like total ironism. but the show was a fabulous romance comedy~ very christmassy with lotsa great songs! all of you should watch it!!! i guess rowan atikson was damn farnie. too bad snape couldn't crucio him. [[he's a death eater]] *shrug* then went off to have lunch. edo is totally the worst sushi buffet place to go. the waitresses are a little screwed. they don't SERVE ice water. and its bloddy hell expensive. don't ever go there. my cooking's better. *across my heart*and. i got my second ear hole! so bloody pretty! i have been waiting half my life for it and ta-da! i have it finally! not really as painful as it seems. only like a stapler piercing through the lobe. you can just feel the needle poke through the surface of the skin and permenantly leave a hole and temporarily leave a ear stub there. quite funky.
then went arcade. all the street fighters were occupied so i had to go play kings of fighter. it sucked. but i was nevertheless good =] [[i'm born violent]] air hockey was nice. totally choatic and lots of ZOOM. here. BLAM. there. but nice. except too short. then had neoprint! finally it turned out nicely! =) saw rachel~ happy birthday yah? =]
then went to hmv for a fraction of a second and saw R&B album and listened to it~ really nice! i want!!! but. no money. literally spent a bomb today. *sigh*
*currently wanted cds*
-a*wei's gai ban shi xin feng
-R&B lucky7
-Liang Jing Ru 恋爱的力量新歌+精选情歌全纪录
-Qian jing bai fen bai OST
-love actually OST
-speed bridge
-wu yue tian shi guang ji
-5566's 2nd album

drats. so much can.
.canitrainmoneyforaday//

2003-12-06T06:19:00.000-08:00

hm.
did my second dye. looks more dyed now. but not light enough! ergh. shall buy blond next time. =] the second dye colour was bought by my mum! how nice. saved me $9 ~ funky right? but now it is still brownish black. *hollers* and the dye is bought was light golden brown. next time if i buy blond. it might turn out light golden brown. hurs. watching miss world now. tok later.
.sincewhendidsingaporegetarepresentitive//

2003-12-05T18:30:00.000-08:00

hmm... was woken up early in the morning at 7.30AM to go for breakfast. like what the hell. holiday can. never mind. got food. later going for dim sum. man i think i will balloon up. even more so can. ergh. like.what the hell. my father can just sneak up on me and attempt to read my blog. BUT. i guess if he ever understand it. i will chew my shoe. hurs. don noe y but recently eat/chew/chomp/swallow/gulp my shoe is my slang. *shrugs*

yesterday...
went out with rachie the whole day and walked and walked and walked even more. dman tiring but got my ring!! my chio chio ring with my .ry//. funky can. i'm loving it. then rewind back to the morning. suppouse to meet at breeko for breakfast at 10.30AM. BUT. someone can stroll in at 11. call her house at 10.30AM she can answer the phone. like *beep* 10.30AM and why is she still at home. still dare to remind me not to be late. guess i shall just let my habit continue on. [[be late]]
then after yummy breakfast, got another chop. one more chop and i get a free one! yays! lol! first time i am finishing my card you know... everytime all the farnie bubbletea card, i can never finish al the chops... man... my first archivement! and what is it... breakfast. LOL. guess it is possible. then left for orchard but. on the bus i keep dozing off cause was too too beat. neway went with rachie to orchard plaza to register for her tution. and the god damn toilet needs a key to get it. like *beep*. hurs. then went to specialist centre to get my hair dye! more abt that later. *grrl* then went to get our rings... rotted there for at least 30 min or so trying and attempting to squish our fingers into all the rings in the shop. but after some time got my really chio one with my .ry//!!! nice~ and rachie with her .rach =] BUT. don't ever ask me to buy rings. i am sick of trying every single ring liaoz. then went to taka. kino was disappoining. didn't have rachie's comic... *sigh* poor thing. =] but they had it at far east! talking abt far east. we had to walk half our lives before we actually reached that cursed place. but house of stars was *whoa* go in only photo photo photo. damn nice!!! and the poster were never been seen before ones.. BUT. expensive never the less... they had signatured shi xin feng and zi qi....i want... 30 and 45bucks respectively... someone get it for my christmas prezzie..... hmmph. saw some graffitti on the walls on the ground floor most prob by tang and gang.. really cool~ love the 2c3! lol! flew to steph's house but while passing by borders, stayed to rot for a little and to rest our malfunctioning legs. then before continuing our journey to steph's place. went there to give her her hatenkoyuugi. and on the way there....
rach: steph's mum!
me: where got. you see wrongly.
rach: is it... there!
me: whe....AH. really is... run to bus stop first.
then we ran to the bus stop to delay our trip and to avoid bumping into her BUT. after taking our lift... *DING* the lift door open and we walked out to see.... steph's mum talking to her guest.... talk abt avoiding. *shakes head* but anyway, greeted her and stuff before invading steph's hse. loved the look on her face when she saw us. too bang. but seriously. to enter from the front door is too formal. *totally*. then she saved our lives by allowing us to rest our bums on her bed and served us drinks~ then chatted for awhile before excusing ourselves to go home. on the bus home. as usual. dozed off. was far far too tired. cannot blame me. *shrugs*

well.. gtg for now. as for my hair. talk abt it next time.
.erghhavetogetanotherbottleofdye//

2003-12-04T15:19:00.000-08:00

*yawn*
got com back. was using it like no tommorow. ok i was using it as though it will be gone tommorow. yah. so i only had one hour of sleep. and why? my broter on the god damn alarm and couldn't be bloody hell bothered to slap it off. *roar* and now i think my eye ball is oing to roll out of my socket. going to breeko for breakfast with rachie later. shall go take a break.
i promise. i will update later. so let me get my *wink* of sleep.
.growls//

2003-12-04T08:53:00.000-08:00

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2003-12-04T08:47:00.000-08:00

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2003-11-25T00:45:00.000-08:00

so many things we let pass in life
that we will never ever get back in future
many things in the past that we accumulated
but lost them all in the present

yo. selamat hari raya~
erm.. yah..to all. *whatever*
watched chnnl U's [[kohaku]] nicee~ had momusu! sho cute! bouncing to koko ni iruzee and we are alive 2002vers. which means without gomaki~ and they were in their pompomish dress~ funky can. Konno Asami ish too geki kawa! *faints* then they had ZONE!!! they sang yume no kakera!!! sHO nice! they were in red! and got white feathers sommore make them look like peacock. no? hurhur. than w-inds was as funky as usual.. aya was making a fool of herself even more as usual. and melon kinenbi was being sho nice to dance along with her~ i think that hello project is too too cool. ayumi's voice was. EW. but her voice when she sing is excusably hearable.

things can take an etenity to grasp
but all it needs is a moment to lose

have i told you that the new coat of paint in the other room. i tell you it is HORRIBLE! it is pastel. yes pastel. in the sense your kiddygarden crayola pastel. and it is not green. its teal! and to think we had to buy another 2 pots of white to dilute the tealishnes and it is still so god damn blinding! can die can! imagine my poor poor eyes. i am going blind! so freeging blinding! *yells* next time anyone come my house. let me blind-ify you.

many things that we could have had
but lost it all in a moment of folly
if only we could get them back
if only we could turn back time
but if you turn back time
can you guarentee that histoy won't repeat itself?

now they are invading my room with a pot of teal paint. but extremely diluted with lemon yellow.. so yah.. it is creamy teal? something like that. anyway.. much more soothing to the eyes. but it still smells like paint. *roars* tommorow go library with me k, rachie? our sodas. *slurps*
.mybooksaregoingtobedatedued//

2003-11-23T22:29:00.000-08:00

There's a girl in the mirror,
I wonder who she is,
Sometimes I think I know her,
Sometimes i really wish I did,

*yawn* woke up to the CLASHING and CLANKING of pots and pans right next to my ear. the orchestra played by : my infamous youngerer brother and sis. snapped at them and glared and all before on-ing my computer.

There's a story in her eyes,
Lullabies and goodbyes,
When she's looking back at me,
I can tell her heart is broken, easily

Really sian until can die. BUT. today is monday!!! and nothing can spoil my mood man! monday = TV marathon all night! *yells* tonight don't need to sleep le... after all yesterday so blardie early went to sleep at 1.50am... haiz. well..went to read fanfictions [[as usual]] and went to read 5566 news. damn funky can! $500SG for a glove and a hug from xie zhi!~ too cheap liaoz right? a hug leh! *dies* renfu was second i guess... but also got hug... *goes green*

'Cause the girl my the mirror,
Is cryin' in tonight,
And there's nothing I can tell her,
To make her feel alright,
Oh, the girl in my mirror,
Is cryin' 'cause of you,
And I wish there was something,
Something I could do

than was talking to rachie [[on msn]] then wanted to send her video then. brother's turn to use com. so another day then. On glassjelly high! my sis just chopped up a newly bought pack of glass jelly! *yum* and was eating sup after cup after cup... so dark and sweet and jellyish~ not to forget ever so shiny... *grinz*

If I could, I would tell her,
Not to be afraid,
The pain that's she feeling,
The sense of loneliness will fade,
So dry your tears and rest assured,
Love will find you like before,
When she's looking back at me,
I know nothing really works that easily

then also on fullmoon high~ don't know why... suddenly like mad person started to download lots and loads of MYCO and scanty song... LOL. finally downloaded [smile] after 3 days. 3 fregging days can. they keep remoting and more sources needed until finally i won! the song is damn nice~ and had to dig out the CD stephanie burnt for me.. cause inside got a gorgeous sum of 6 fullmoon song.. so listening to my hearts content now... got my tanpopo koi no yajirobe somemore~ *glomps* i think i am on j*pop high at the moment *grinz*

'Cause the girl my the mirror,
Is cryin' in tonight,
And there's nothing I can tell her,
To make her feel alright,
Oh, the girl in my mirror,
Is cryin' 'cause of you,
Oh I wish there was something,
I wish there was something,
Oh, I wish there was something I could do

*glares* mother making one hell load of a noise. complaining about the hell load of mess that my brother and sis made. irritatin can. *ERGH* can die of high blood pressure one day. so freeking noisy. see again. i swear next time if i ever get to grow up and get an apartment of my own i will hire a maid. even if at the cost of half my salary or so. and i will hire one to shut my mum's mouth.

I can't believe it's part of me,
That the girl in the mirror,
The girl in the mirror,
Is me...
I can't believe what I see, no, oh
Oh, the girl in my mirror,
The girl in my mirror, is me,
Oh, is me

Then now she bad modding cause my brother fared averagely low for his PSLE. a good whole 239. HAH. lower than me. *grinz* i am too smart. [[puke]] ok. ANYWAY. at least i passed my higher mother tongue ok. just passed though. BUT pass. uwaha. [[whatever]] and now he is having problem finding a school. *shakes head*
.comecrescentlah//

2003-11-21T10:27:00.000-08:00

got posting, got into my first choice. am i suppouse to be happy? but i happily went to appeal. haha. i guess appealing is the trend or what. lol. but anyway. i appeal solely for my social life sake. congrats to all who got into the classes you all wanted to get into, don't give up hope, for those who didn't get into their desired classes.

many times in life we are just wondering around aimlessly
not that we really want to
but the problem is that we don't even have a goal to focus on

they tell us to dream
they tell us to have visions
but can i say that my dream is to have a dream

went to breeko with max rach and steph. yummy breakfast! shall go for another 2 paid breakfast and i can get my forth one free! yay! lol. i think that breeko have a very nicee atmosphere.. too bad they lack sodas. *poutz* but the baked bean was above expectation =]

can i help it if i don't know which way to head
i am lost and i admit it
so will you help me
or just look at it as though it is a joke

maybe that is what my life is
a joke for all of you to laugh and ridicule at
i don't mind
at least then i am living for a reason

than zoomed down to town to watch bugs bunny and friends. not as funny as expected but yah still watchable. though i fell asleep here and there and nearly had to literally pull my eye lids apart to stay awake. but as usual, tasmanian devil is the cutest! *grinz* just a tongue with no brains and a set of extremely sharp teeth and major attitude problem. *lol* then after that me and max tried to sneak to another cinema but gave up. decided that the people around were too against us. *roar* than went off to taka. got sushi and then went to supreme. glomp and glomp and silent squeal and glomp somemore before raising to kino. then went to kino and was disappointed by the calendar book. so i have one thing off my x'mas list. *wink* then spent one god loads of time looking at those pictures... nearly went blind and mad, but in the end i managed to force open my 'magic eye'. uwaha. shall go and play more often. i am addicted. and found out that i am a virgo-libra. hmm... i am inbalanced. i can't agree better. than took 14 back. tok lots abt xi jie 2... *glomps* chao bang can... rachie, i see finish already lend you~

already too tired to have hopes and wishes
let alone dreams and visions for tommorow
god knows if i will even live through today

.ifinallybloggedgobuy4D//

2003-11-14T20:11:00.000-08:00

WOAH.
have been abandoning this blog of mines.
haiyers. cannot blame me can... really sian and nothing much to talk about.
and life is like boring me too the 18th level of hell. *sigh* i want my job. the idiot woman still refuse to call me. eyeer.
shall go and demand for it later when i make a trip down to town. can't wait tommorow can go meet 5566!!! *grins* funky right? planning to go in the morning from 6 something and wait till 3pm... guess it will all be worth it =]
haha!
oh yah and thanks to steph for your sweet lil letter.... i've read it... it is really nicee~ so orangy!!! *lolz*
oh yes. and a million hugz to rachie for buying me my westside ost first.. i will pay you by installment... *grin*
ok i updated something. nothing much to say liaoz. shal go read and write fanfics.... tata.
.mylifeissuchabore//

2003-11-06T06:13:00.000-08:00

a*maths is plain crap. i knew it! i knew it! anything to do with maths can't be good. *tsk* waste my precious precious time can? 7 early 8 early have to wake up. ergh.
then mrs heng was the best. i think can sue her for attempting to kill us by giving us heart attack. just because the phone ring come check. kaoz. then was molesting hua. groping around her pocket but didn't find anything. than rachie and me were totally dying liaoz. cause our handphones are in our pocket. little bit more. my handphone would have been gone case can?
ergh.
enough about the all might a*maths.
then after that went to queenstown for breakfast cause rachie and i were starving but could not decide on what to eat.
wanted to eat the burnt bee hoon but was sold out, so had to make do with chee chong fan. not bad. nice saucee.
than moved on to the shuai [i insist that the building is a male]
damn cool can.
go in less than 20 min
found all the book i want.
not say that i wanted but books that looks interesting.
sometimes the idiom don't judge a book by its cover is not exactly right.
cause we chose our books by its cover and so far they are all interesting.
than was rotting around the whole library waiting for rachie's library card to be done.
BUT.
took don't know how many gorilla years.
ergh.
than the woman had to resort to using the type machine.
i mean if can do so, earlier do lah, make people wait so long.
*tch*
then had lunch at the nice nice cafe.
had sandwich fries latte tt was okok and soda which rawked [[agree rachie?]]
then i as usual was starting to get sian and walked to the kiddy corner which was right in front of the cafe and got a few lame magic books for kids aged 3~12.
i think damn best
than had a fun time attempting to make coins disappear.
lame until can die.
rachie can do the thumb magic very nicely
cause she has nice thumbs that are as long as E.t's
then after that maxine abandoned us for track.
but soon after we chucked the book back to where they don't actually belong and went home.
decided to take a nicee walk in the rain.
BUT.
somehow it turned out to be more than just some walk in the rain.
first as if raining not bad enough, have to walk in mud, walk in holes, walk down slopes, cross damned roads.
then.
rachel lim was the best.
while i was attempting to cross, she can.
"AHHH" [[or whatever, but anyway she made some noise lah]]
then i got a shock as two cars *ZOOM* past.
kaoz.
heart attack 2 of the day ah?
first alexisheng now this.
ergh.
than later after much 'adventure' we finally reached the bus stop
and took 147
ah ha.
damn farnie i tell you.
when we reached the bus stop where we normally alight during school day.
rachie:ahh! go down already.
i mean go down for what right
147 goes directly to her house.
and she wants to alight.
bestest.
there.
this was how we rotted today.
.rottingwasfun//

2003-11-04T09:49:00.000-08:00

we all wish to turn back time. but instead of wishing on for the impossible, why don't we do what we will do if we went back in time, now. ©.ry// [[the great]]

to learn to love is easier than to learn how to tie your shoelace but yet harder than pythagerous theroum. cause there is no fomula. and you will only get the hang of it when you put your heart to it. ©.ry// [[the great]]

2003-11-04T03:22:00.000-08:00

SiaN witha big S and N
haizz.
chen and chan yi left liaoz.
bon voyage k?
though you all might not see this...
the whole world is not online
haiz.
whole day only i and me rotting
*shakes head*
fine
shall do fic later
holland v and that idiot jing jing with her babaric husband.
not stupid what.
got prodigy millionare don want to marry
marry a chicky king.
*shakes head*
that egoistic moron ass pai ka
haiz.
nth to say.

everyday i hang a mask over my face
sickly sweet smile with a laughter so fake
but no one realize that it is all an act
no one knows how much my heart aches

no sorrow no pain no more tears
i have had enough
i learnt to built a wall around my heart
to prevent anyone from entering it
to prevent anyone from crushing it

all this time i stood around
pretending to laugh, to grin and smile
you claimed to be a friend of mine
but just how much of me do you really like

i see you snigger at me behind my back
you cut my face out of the clique photo
whenever something goes wrong you blame it all on me
and never gave me a chance to breathe

you never knew that i could cry
that i could break down and sob
everyday is just a brand new lie
things i do to satisfy
some bitches, idiots and lamers in my life
.erghsianified//

2003-11-03T08:37:00.000-08:00

made this quiz and sent it arnd.
results.
audrey lim mei hsia and yi miss chan have the cheek to score 40 and 10 respectively.
not best can.
*clapclap*
haha....never mind.
must have been too hard for them.
anyway
just wanted to thank aud for her sweet lil note!! i have already emailed you a reply
and rachie for her sweeeeet email... really nicee...
and of course chan yi.... thanks! it was a really downright sweet email... and not just any o email... =]
oh yes.
and also to stephanie alim for remembering to call me all the way from china... deprived from her red...
haha!
thankyews for calling me and allowing me to place my order!!!
now i'll have 8 new Cds in my collection for a mere $24 or so!
cool anot?
the price of 8 Cds for 1!!!!
i love you too too much steph! thankews! but the fact that you can still call me proves that you have not forzen in there yet.... haha!
just had my tv marathon.
too too bang le. first had holland v. nth much.. than was shao nian te gong dui!!! omg. ren fu tai qiang le! yao li chao bang.
too too cool le.
haiz.
than was wanyu. nth to say. too too lame and crap liaoz. can't believe it. renfu finally carried out his punishment! can't wait till wednesday to see the video. xi jie shao nian, you yayu shou xia, wang xing jie, running around xi men ding in that swan costume, promoting shi xing feng. i think i will laugh until stomache. haiz...
and... the one i waited one whole week for...
XI JIE SHAO NIAN!!!!*cheers*
bestest!
you yayu is too cool for words! and wang xing jie is too farnie. he and his hat... -shakes head-
too crap filled already.. he and his movie obsession...haiz too cute le!!!
agree rachie?
haha~
gotta sleep
tomolo have to wake up and do more fanfic
gotta blarst! ©jimmy neutron
.yawnz//

2003-11-01T04:44:00.000-08:00

sian.
having severe headache now.
today was such a fecking sianifed day.
haiz.

2003-10-31T02:03:00.000-08:00

31st Oct 2003 1000
2C3 is officially over

2003-10-31T01:55:00.000-08:00

haizz...
last day of school already... sad. seriously.
this year was a year i will never forget for as long as i live. 2C3 was the best class i have ever been in my entire life. made of the best peeps~
lets see.... here's the people who i have to thank~ [[Will Be Long]]
[[not in order]]
Stephanie Alim [[for all the help in everything computerish, Arty and all the pictures that are ever so gorgeous]]
Chendrawati Ongkowijoyo [[for aLL THE help in anything achedemical and acompanying me in TaF]]
Jennifer Lau [[for the help in computerish stuff, esp my never was done webbie. and also for all the extra "exercise" in and out of class *wink*]]
Rachie Lim [[for lending me a gazillion truckloads of Mags and helping me tape my videos in June =) and being crazy and sarcastic with me all the time]]
Chan Yi [[for all the help in music and introducing me to flute~ and also for sending me so many nicee flute songs and teaching me truckloads of recorder pieces]]
Maxine Tan [[for being mad and hyper with me. and also for accompanying me sing for lots of time and also not to forget, being my accomplice in creating trouble]]
AudreyÂ² Lim [[for being a fabulously sweet partner. and tolerating my hummings during lessons~ and also for telling me when the teacher is around the corner while i am doing some illegal stuff]]
All of you guys were real sweeties and the closest friends i have seriously ever had in my entire pathtique life~
cause for the first time i really had a clique and had a place where i belonged in~
thank you for everything you guys have given me, even if it is just a small act, trust me, it is appreciated k?
and also sorry for everything i've done to deafen or make you all do extra mass run k? [[applicable esp. to stephanie, Jennifer and Chan yi]]
love all of you guys truckloads and just want to say
we rock on forever
don't we?

there is far too many memories shared
between me you she and her
though now we part our own ways
promise me not to forget those times we had
together having fun and braving the tests
promise me that we will keep in touch
and to call each other all the time
promise me that we will still be friends
and never ever to walk past me without saying hi
and promise me to keep those promises
cause maybe only then
the pain cause by this farewell would be lessened
.loveyouguystruckloads2C3rawksforever//

2003-10-29T22:19:00.000-08:00

got report book back
so bloody fecking low and lousy but don't know why i am so contented with it.
i guess i have low expectation of myself.
i mean though my eng and cheena marks shoot up.
my maths and sciecnce... the important one sucided.
-shakes head-
die... now rotting in com lab... refusing to go home... once i get home i am dead.
really dead.
don't know will get to live till tommorow o not.
my mum was already chao pissed off with me this morning when i borrowed $30 bucks to pay my library fine
haiz.
i mean like i like to pay like tt.
i think the book, i go buy and read also half the price can.
ergh.
and some more not like i don't have to pay you back somemore.
*roar*
and boy do i like mrs goh's comment.
"ryouko participated in blah blah and blahblah."
very the informative.
but at least my mum cannot use that against me.
oh and have i mentioned?
my position rose by a chio 17 positions!!!!
but not that it is alot of help.
*sigh*
my mum will kill me!!!
300/315...
last 15 in the level you know!
*cries*
someone come and collect my corpse..
no
maybe my mum might burn me.
haha.
.mytimeisfinallyup//

2003-10-29T21:45:00.000-08:00

http://www.settv.net/metro/m083/story-5.html

2003-10-28T05:28:00.000-08:00

sian
saw position and crap today.
expected lah
what else can i wish for
i think i am officially dead.
don't know why
but why do i feel like my heart's density increased.
ouch.
i hate guilt.
now i can't sleep.
JOY.
i hate smiling when i don't want to.
but sulking and crying is just so not me.
=)
sick.
haizz.
*sniff*
there goes my future. not that it ever exsisted in the first place though. now the whole world can rejoyce.
they have finally gotten rid of me.
happy?
maybe only then next year when i am alone...then can i finally concentrate.
think so?
I WISH.
man
you people must remember me k... if got time come and visit me in my classroom...
now the only person who most likely will end up in the same class as me is denyse beh.
joy.
make it double.
.whyismylifesobleak//

2003-10-28T05:16:00.000-08:00

i have wasted enough of my life.
i want to stop.
but how.

2003-10-27T01:11:00.000-08:00

tested.
and done.
.yay// [[alim rock]]

2003-10-27T00:44:00.000-08:00

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